In 1830, only a few miles away from
what is now the great city of Cincinnati, lay an immense and almost unbroken
forest. The whole region was sparsely settled by people of the frontier--restless
souls who no sooner had hewn fairly habitable homes out of the wilderness
and attained to that degree of prosperity which today we should call indigence,
than, impelled by some mysterious impulse of their nature, they abandoned
all and pushed farther westward, to encounter new perils and privations
in the effort to regain the meager comforts which they had voluntarily
renounced. Many of them had already forsaken that region for the remoter
settlements, but among those remaining was one who had been of those first
arriving. He lived alone in a house of logs surrounded on all sides by
the great forest, of whose gloom and silence he seemed a part, for no one
had ever known him to smile nor speak a needless word. His simple wants
were supplied by the sale or barter of skins of wild animals in the river
town, for not a thing did he grow upon the land which, if needful, he might
have claimed by right of undisturbed possession. There were evidences of
"improvement"--a few acres of ground immediately about the house
had once been cleared of its trees, the decayed stumps of which were half
concealed by the new growth that had been suffered to repair the ravage
wrought by the ax. Apparently the man's zeal for agriculture had burned
with a failing flame, expiring in penitential ashes.
The little log house, with its chimney of sticks, its roof of warping clapboards
weighted with traversing poles and its "chinking" of clay, had
a single door and, directly opposite, a window. The latter, however, was
boarded up--nobody could remember a time when it was not. And none knew
why it was so closed; certainly not because of the occupant's dislike of
light and air, for on those rare occasions when a hunter had passed that
lonely spot the recluse had commonly been seen sunning himself on his doorstep
if heaven had provided sunshine for his need. I fancy there are few persons
living today who ever knew the secret of that window, but I am one, as
you shall see.
The man's name was said to be Murlock. He was apparently seventy years
old, actually about fifty. Something besides years had had a hand in his
aging. His hair and long, full beard were white, his gray, lusterless eyes
sunken, his face singularly seamed with wrinkles which appeared to belong
to two intersecting systems. In figure he was tall and spare, with a stoop
of the shoulders--a burden bearer. I never saw him; these particulars I
learned from my grandfather, from whom also I got the man's story when
I was a lad. He had known him when living near by in that early day.
One day Murlock was found in his cabin, dead. It was not a time and place
for coroners and newspapers, and I suppose it was agreed that he had died
from natural causes or I should have been told, and should remember. I
know only that with what was probably a sense of the fitness of things
the body was buried near the cabin, alongside the grave of his wife, who
had preceded him by so many years that local tradition had retained hardly
a hint of her existence. That closes the final chapter of this true story--excepting,
indeed, the circumstance that many years afterward, in company with an
equally intrepid spirit, I penetrated to the place and ventured near enough
to the ruined cabin to throw a stone against it, and ran away to avoid
the ghost which every well-informed boy thereabout knew haunted the spot.
But there is an earlier chapter--that supplied by my grandfather.
When Murlock built his cabin and began laying sturdily about with his ax
to hew out a farm--the rifle, meanwhile, his means of support--he was young,
strong and full of hope. In that eastern country whence he came he had
married, as was the fashion, a young woman in all ways worthy of his honest
devotion, who shared the dangers and privations of his lot with a willing
spirit and light heart. There is no known record of her name; of her charms
of mind and person tradition is silent and the doubter is at liberty to
entertain his doubt; but God forbid that I should share it! Of their affection
and happiness there is abundant assurance in every added day of the man's
widowed life; for what but the magnetism of a blessed memory could have
chained that venturesome spirit to a lot like that?
One day Murlock returned from gunning in a distant part of the forest to
find his wife prostrate with fever, and delirious. There was no physician
within miles, no neighbor; nor was she in a condition to be left, to summon
help. So he set about the task of nursing her back to health, but at the
end of the third day she fell into unconsciousness arid so passed away,
apparently, with never a gleam of returning reason.
From what we know of a nature like his we may venture to sketch in some
of the details of the outline picture drawn by my grandfather. When convinced
that she was dead, Murlock had sense enough to remember that the dead must
be prepared for burial. In performance of this sacred duty he blundered
now and again, did certain things incorrectly, and others which he did
correctly were done over and over. His occasional failures to accomplish
some simple and ordinary act filled him with astonishment, like that of
a drunken man who wonders at the suspension of familiar natural laws. He
was surprised, too, that he did not weep--surprised and a little ashamed;
surely it is unkind not to weep for the dead. "Tomorrow," he
said aloud, "I shall have to make the coffin arid dig the grave; and
then I shall miss her, when she is no longer in sight; but now--she is
dead, of course, but it is all right--it must be all right, somehow. Things
cannot be so bad as they seem."
He stood over the body in the fading light, adjusting the hair and putting
the finishing touches to the simple toilet, doing all mechanically, with
soulless care. And still through his consciousness ran an undersense of
conviction that all was right--that he should have her again as before,
and everything explained. He had had no experience in grief; his capacity
had not been enlarged by use. His heart could not contain it all, nor his
imagination rightly conceive it. He did not know he was so hard struck;
that knowledge would come later, and never go. Grief is an artist of powers
as various as the instruments upon which he plays his dirges for the dead,
evoking from some the sharpest, shrillest notes, from others the low, grave
chords that throb recurrent like the slow beating of a distant drum. Some
natures it startles; some it stupefies. To one it comes like the stroke
of an arrow, stinging all the sensibilities to a keener life; to another
as the blow of a bludgeon, which in crushing benumbs. We may conceive Murlock
to have been that way affected, for (and here we are upon surer ground
than that of conjecture) no sooner had he finished his pious work than,
sinking into a chair by the side of the table upon which the body lay,
and noting how white the profile showed in the deepening gloom, he laid
his arms upon the table's edge, and dropped his face into them, tearless
yet and unutterably weary. At that moment came in through the open window
a long, wailing sound like the cry of a lost child in the far deeps of
the darkening woods! But the man did not move. Again, and nearer than before,
sounded that unearthly cry upon his failing sense. Perhaps it was a wild
beast; perhaps it was a dream. For Murlock was asleep.
Some hours later, as it afterward appeared, this unfaithful watcher awoke
and lifting his head from his arms intently listened--he knew not why.
There in the black darkness by the side of the dead, recalling all without
a shock, he strained his eyes to see--he knew not what. His senses were
all alert, his breath was suspended, his blood had stilled its tides as
if to assist the silence. Who--what had waked him, and where was it?
Suddenly the table shook beneath his arms, and at the same moment he heard,
or fancied that he heard, a light, soft step--another--sounds as of bare
feet upon the floor!
He was terrified beyond the power to cry out or move. Perforce he waited--waited
there in the darkness through seeming centuries of such dread as one may
know, yet live to tell. He tried vainly to speak the dead woman's name,
vainly to stretch forth his hand across the table to learn if she were
there. His throat was powerless, his arms and hands were like lead. Then
occurred something most frightful. Some heavy body seemed hurled against
the table with an impetus that pushed it against his breast so sharply
as nearly to overthrow him, and at the same instant he heard and felt the
fall of something upon the floor with so violent a thump that the whole
house was shaken by the impact. A scuffling ensued, and a confusion of
sounds impossible to describe. Murlock had risen to his feet. Fear had
by excess forfeited control of his faculties. He flung his hands upon the
table. Nothing was there!
There is a point at which terror may turn to madness; and madness incites
to action. With no definite intent, from no motive but the wayward impulse
of a madman, Murlock sprang to the wall, with a little groping seized his
loaded rifle, and without aim discharged it. By the flash which lit up
the room with a vivid illumination, he saw an enormous panther dragging
the dead woman toward the window, its teeth fixed in her throat! Then there
were darkness blacker than before, and silence; and when he returned to
consciousness the sun was high and the wood vocal with songs of birds.
The body lay near the window, where the beast had left it when frightened
away by the flash and report of the rifle. The clothing was deranged, the
long hair in disorder, the limbs lay anyhow. From the throat, dreadfully
lacerated, had issued a pool of blood not yet entirely coagulated. The
ribbon with which he had bound the wrists was broken; the hands were tightly
clenched. Between the teeth was a fragment of the animal's ear.