Evan
looked across the fire-lit living room at Doc Steffax. “Come on, Doc. Psychology
is one thing. Call it the science of human behavior, but you're a professional
writer just like I am. I mean, you guys come across like an elite group of
scientific prophets with all your tiresome pages on the perfect people who are
going to live in the wonderful societies that you will construct.”
Doc
frowned as he turned his stern features from the window and the hail rattling
against it. “My written work is based on repeatable experiments. I don't approve
of popular guesswork. Man is his behavior only. The inner self and personal
identity most of you fiction-writer types value - these are only illusory center
points for organizing and directing human behavior.”
Evan's
boyish face grew intense in the flickering light. “My brain ticks in the human
way. I study behavior through an experiment called life, and I reflect on it
through another experiment called fiction. People are sensual; they love
pleasure, Doc. That's the nature of things, and you're missing it. The self is
an electric point of ecstasy - we live to feel life. The explosion of images,
sounds, and ideas we take in from art, literature, movies, and so on - it's a
sensual thing just as much as sex and drugs. We're addicted to life and to our
own creations. We are what we enjoy. Even writing is a sensual experience,
because writing is making the language of thought into pleasurable images.”
Doc's
armchair creaked as he leaned forward. “If you're on about literature, you must
know I favor pure and responsible literature that reinforces society's values.
Modern writers are involved in everything except healthy storytelling. You
people have jumped in over your heads, and only to come out with the sad belief
that we're all junkies being shuffled about in a meaningless machine world. The
benign big-brother state that is your new devil isn't really so bad at all.”
“Yeah,”
Evan said, creasing his large blue eyes. “Here I thought we'd died and become
irrelevant like the poets, but you say we're messing with everything but healthy
storytelling. It's easier when you're lost like the poets. You can live in
fantasy like the old prophet up the road. Say, I just had a thought. Maybe it'll
give you self-perspective. The eyes of the world are on us now. What do they
see? They see two cottages and a log cabin on a snowy mountain. I own the first
cottage because I'm evil Evan Marsen, and I'm writing a novel that's sure to
further the corruption of the younger generation. Up in the cabin, there's the
crazy old prophet, an evil throwback with a weird view instead of a worldview.
But now the evilest music begins as they get a close-up of you, Doc. That's
because even though you think you're a savior of mankind, there are many people
who think you're the most dangerous guy alive - the man who sold the planet a
powerful new science of behavior modification that will eventually erase the
human spirit.”
Doc
Steffax remained as cool as stone. “You're addicted to emotional behavior. You
like to dig out nasty reactions from people. I can live without the eyes of the
world. I don't want any negative influence on my thinking. I'm working on a
difficult paper.”
“Well,
so far I sure haven't been able to influence you. Must be because I'm a
lightweight fiction author. Watch out for the old prophet, Doc. He might move
you to spiritualism. Say, it could be that the old goat is writing a masterpiece
of prophetic poetry right now. Something in a new Biblical style that'll make
him remembered when we're long forgotten.”
Doc
Steffax swallowed some strong whiskey-laced coffee and took on a placid look.
“I've decided to go with you tomorrow, to visit the prophet. He should be an
interesting character. Not a logical person, but a remarkable one I can examine
further.”
“Suit
yourself, Doc,” Evan said. “I hope you like strong home-made moonshine and a
gloomy future. The old angel-possessed devil never carries any good news. He's
more of an end-of-the-world prophet.”
The
north wind boxed the tops of the evergreens on the southern slope of Decker’s
Mountain, but the shaking was only a paper tiger beating a circle above what had
been a clear, cold day on the ground. The sun was beginning to set, and it was
pouring tinted light through mottled bands of clouds on the horizon. Doc Steffax
turned his gaze from the cabin window and the south. He felt small, as though he
were a child. The bigger magic of the mountain towered over his logic, and for a
moment, he considered the possibility of a glory greater than behaviorism.
Evan's
long blond hair shone with the light of sunset. His eyes were liquid like the
sky. He listened calmly as the old prophet spoke. The prophet's dark brown eyes
twinkled like the eyes of a younger man. A spirit seemed to be smiling behind
his coarse gray hair and leathery face. “Here is the prophecy. Every wrong road
to wisdom will be traveled. You,” he said, pointing to Evan,” say we are what we
enjoy. Doc Steffax says we are what we do, but in no case do we have what is
called an inner self, as it is an illusion. Rather than answer your trick
questions directly, I will illustrate. When you belong to another, what does he
own? He owns what you do, he owns what you enjoy, and he holds your soul in
chains. But he doesn't own what you think. He can't fully own that without being
you. Is it a simple illusion that your master cannot be? I think not. So the
real question is not what you are; rather, it is: To whom do you belong? I have
answered your question with a question, which is fitting because if our inner
being is an illusion, then so are all questions and answers. On Evan's other
point, I have a straightforward answer. I don't live to feel and enjoy the
images of prophecy or images of anything else. I prophesy because I live.”
“I
don't know exactly what you mean,” Doc said. “Do you think we belong to
supernatural spirits and gain reality through them?”
The
prophet turned his gaze from the fireplace, gave Doc a look of disbelief, then
dropped his bony body onto a small rug and sat cross-legged. He took a necklace
of painted bones from around his neck and stared ahead stonily as he held it in
his palms. “In clear ice, I see your future. On a bitter night, Satan celebrates
as the north wind. He rushes over a glacial land. The moon is full above, by the
fire below, the child of the one has become the baby of the other. Fate tests
three men by confession. In hope of deliverance, they will confess to Satan.
Doom comes with the calling of his name.”
The
snow coating the lake was like a fine blue powder in the soft twilight. Evan
smiled elflike. “I see a vision, Doc. You know who I see in it? I see our old
prophet. He's placing his magic bones in a drawer and taking out his reading
spectacles, and he's chuckling. He's laughing at us and what a couple of dopes
we are to be taken in by his witch-doctor routine.”
“I
suppose so,” Doc said. “When it comes to witch doctors, picking out a fake is
difficult. That's because the real articles are also quacks. I got to hear a
prophecy anyway, so that's my money's worth. For now, it's back to the books and
my paper. I've no more time for entertainment. I'll be seeing you Saturday. I
hope you won't be feeling argumentative.”
As the
winter days blew toward Saturday, a deep, ruffled blanket of snow thickened over
the mountain and lake. On Friday, the south wind returned from oblivion and
began a melt that smoothed to ice with Saturday morning's hail. By Saturday
evening, the north wind was howling like a wolf as it beat its paws along
beneath the rising full moon.
Evan's
thoughts were drifting as he gazed out the cottage window and listened to the
wind tearing across the moon-bright sheets of glare ice. “I wanted to be
isolated, Doc, but if I'd known the North Pole was shifting south, I would've
stayed in Toronto.” He remained at the window, hypnotized by the frozen world
outside, then, as he was about to turn away, he saw headlights flashing, down on
the county road. “A beat-up pickup is pulling in, Doc. I bet it's someone on the
wrong road to Boonfield Crossing, like always.”
The
lights of the pickup switched off, and a young, long-haired man got out in the
moonlight. There were a couple of things about him Evan didn't like - the
desperate look on his face and the speed at which he slid across the ice to the
door.
When
the door burst open, and the man stepped in holding a Glock pistol, Evan was
sure he didn't like him.
Evan
decided he’d better do as he was told and began tying Doc's wrists and legs to
the chair. Doc stared straight ahead at the blunt barrel of the handgun and the
young man holding it. He studied the man carefully, noting his long, stringy
hair, thin lips, and icy blue eyes. Searching his thoughts, Doc tried to find
the right psychology for the situation, but there was none - he felt like the
powerless victim he was.
Evan
smiled sweetly. “Come on, Danny. You say you've read my work. If so, you know
I'm not the sort who would turn people in.”
Danny's
street-hard face remained sullen. “I set out to commit the perfect crime. It
won't be perfect if there are witnesses who can say I was in this neck of the
woods. And famous witnesses at that. Serves you right anyway, Evan. My shrink
says my depraved and callous attitude was helped along by your books.”
Seeing
an opportunity to seize control of the situation, Doc loosened his clenched
teeth and spoke. “Your psychiatrist is correct, Danny. But just like Evan helped
you warp your mind, I have the power to help you heal it. You say you've
committed a crime, we'll take your word for it, but I don't believe in jail
terms for people who aren't responsible for what they do. I can treat you in
secret and really make you an acceptable person.”
A log
popped in the fireplace, and Danny grinned evilly. “I am a better person, Doc.
I'm a graduate of one of your behavior modification schools. My shrink was
against the treatment. He hates you more than he does Evan. Before the
modification, I was a serial rapist. Now I dispose of my victims. It was a
modification with a big M.”
“How do
you like that, Doc?” Evan said, amazed. “He's more your baby than mine.”
Doc's
face switched from gray to red. “Can't you shut up just for once, Evan!”
Danny
held up his left hand as a command for silence. “You see why my crime is
perfect. It's because the cops will never suspect me. I'm an angel made holy by
the divine Doc Steffax. I am a bit confused, though. Evan says I'm your baby,
and you say Evan warped me. It's funny because I remember saying I raped because
Satan was in me. One thing is for sure: I'm not responsible. We all agree on
that. And if I find out who is responsible, it's curtains for him. How about
you, Evan? You know Doc, and Satan is a character in your novel Fall to
Paradise. Which one of you is responsible for my crimes?”
Evan
felt like he was looking down at himself from above. “Satan is responsible,” he
said quietly.
“Satan,” Danny said, his pupils dilating and his hands shaking. “How about you,
Doc - is it Satan?”
Doc
remembered the prophecy and its mention of Satan, but he wasn't capable of
believing in anything supernatural. Danny looked crazed enough to be tricked, so
he decided to try it. “Yes, Danny, Satan is responsible. Satan is inside your
head. You will have to shoot him to get him out.”
Danny's
hands shook again, and then he fired. The Glock cracked four times, and the
bullets struck Evan and Doc. “Now no witnesses will see me kill Satan,” Danny
said. “Satan, I always knew it was you.”
The
north wind howled, then died down just after Danny pulled the trigger on Satan.