The Graveslide
Reg
sipped his fair-trade coffee quietly, thinking his bloodshot eyes and stiff
muscles to be a comfort compared to the guilt gnawing at his soul. He wanted
to have a good opinion of himself, but the only self-image he could
entertain was dark, corpse black-and-blue. Something had rotted inside,
either weakness of personality or weakness of the flesh. He wasn't sure what
it was, but he knew that the vision of what he'd become was a sluggish
nightmare, and he would carry on with it.
Beyond
the burger joint's steamy window, a field of weeds shook with wind and rain.
It was rain that never ended, and it had dampened his action this summer …
like everywhere he went, he got mud in his eye as an increasingly smaller
pool of potential victims disappeared like fluttering raincoats into the
gloom. Most of this stretch of Scarborough was suburban in appearance, but
this was a dead-end where high-rises and some weeds trespassed over the
borderline to grow tall and unwanted. Scarborough was a sort of faceless
place of mixed races; people who seemed to blend into a uniform blandness.
Reg liked to blend into the scenery in faceless places, like part of their
null history. He‘d drift on the streets until he did what he had to do, then
he’d disappear into bone-white oblivion, waiting for inner darkness to wake
him again.
His
favorite oldie floated moodily from the radio, but it wasn't really a good
day to think about Scarborough Fair. He got up, dumped his tray, and left,
banging the door. The wind and slashing rain tore at his hunting outfit.
Waves of rain whipped across his dented Ford. His mind was becoming a dismal
blank; it always did after a killing. An image of the little boy's battered
body in his trunk flashed in his thoughts, then things went blank again.
A
bleached white sky illuminated the lake as black clouds drifted on the
horizon. The narrow gravel road he turned down rested in misty gloom. The
road ran along a lonely, mostly hidden stretch of the bluffs, and the heavy
rains had made the area a sudden swamp. He looked for familiar landmarks in
the fields of bland mud, but could find none. The feeling was that this
place existed in the bowels of Scarborough and every other windy lakeside
city in the world.
With
disappointment curling his lips, he stopped by a row of dead oak trees near
the edge of the bluffs. Exposed roots gripped the mud like the talons of a
griffin. Behind the trees, a pond lay like melted chocolate. The pond's
bottom would digest a body well; he decided to dispose of it there and got
out.
A warm,
moist wind blew off the water, but it was an ill wind, like the breath of a
zombie. Since the mud was soft, dragging the body would be the easy way. As
he worked, he noticed that Lake Ontario was stained and rolling with muck
for quite a distance out.
His
spade cut into the mud, knifing too deeply. He halted for a moment; the
body's gory face was causing his breakfast to leap, so he took a moment and
turned it. The mud was heavy, and the hole immediately refilled when he
lifted the shovel, so he decided it would be better to get some rocks and
sink the body out under a few inches of water.
“Damn!”
he said as he noticed that his rubbers had gone down a couple of inches in
the mud. Reaching down, he held his right rubber as he lifted his foot. The
suction power of the ooze made for a loud pop as his foot came out.
Thrown
off balance, he nearly fell, and he found himself unable to regain his
footing. Suddenly and silently, his whole world began to shake. Looking up,
he saw the oak tree in front of him tilt and pull a section of earth with it
as it began to slide down the bluff. It was a mudslide, and a shift of the
mud knocked his feet free. He fell on his butt.
Jabbing
his hands into the mud, he used them as an anchor and rode the slide like it
was a giant toboggan. As he screamed vile names at the gods, he could see
that the slide was headed for a flat span that topped a second steep wall of
the bluffs. The frothy lake and certain death were beyond the wall.
With a
jolt and an incredible blubbering of ooze, the slide halted on the second
wall of the bluffs. The oak tree tilted out over the water, swinging roots
and branches like dripping tentacles. Reg turned over to his knees and
looked up the slide. A big swell of softer ooze was flowing over the top
edge. To save himself, he turned to face the lake and dug in up to his
knees. He stood up, and the ooze flowed around him, slowly rising up his
ribs, touching him like a filthy molester. Then water came pouring down, and
he held his breath as the contents of the shallow pond raced over him.
Waves
lifted, broke into silted foam, and seethed against the bluff wall. Reg was
up to his armpits in mud, and the stuff stank like an outhouse. The pressure
on his torso hurt like a gut punch. He tried to squirm, but found that he
couldn't lift himself out. Panic and slime turned his dirty hair to hog
bristles. He hollered for help and found that hollering caused the mud to
close and cut off his air. It left him choking, taking shallow breaths.
The
slop began to percolate and splatter in his face; some sort of swamp gas was
bubbling up, sour and rancid. A blob shot in his right eye, and his hands
fought in vain to reach it. He was afraid the gross gas would cause him to
vomit and choke to death.
A
torrent began, rain showered down, cleansing his eyes and face. When the
downpour eased, his eyes began to dart about, looking for hope like a
trapped animal might look for hope. A buzzing sound circled his head, and he
went cross-eyed. A fat mosquito had lit on his nose. He watched full of
misery as the bug grew even fatter, and he felt like one of the kids he'd
killed, twisted in the clutches of something as abominable as it was
unbelievable.
The
mosquito flew off, and he found himself staring straight ahead at an object
rising out of the mud. Belching gas lifted it higher and higher. Mud
streamed from it, and Reg saw that it was a corpse. It had been in the slop
a while and was badly bloated, swelling with pus and rot, a mass of raw
maggoty flesh and exploded veins. And it stank so bad that Reg choked and
grimaced as he tried to hold his gorge down.
It rose
to its hips and had a belly that had fattened to enormous size and was
splitting like a rotten vegetable. Violet intestines emerged from the tear,
hatching out on the mud like snakes. They were connected to a football-sized
spleen gone slimy green. Gobs of congealed gore, a slab of brown liver, and
a big red tongue of heart muscle followed; the whole thing was a gross
chimera of death and its ugliest decay.
Reg
felt ill. All of his life, he'd been an admirer of human organs, but this
was incredibly different and disgusting. He'd always kept his body parts in
locked, sanitized containers, where he had power over them. Organs on the
loose was one of his worst fears.
Terror
showed in his dilated eyes as the spleen and intestines slid toward him, but
the spleen never reached him; instead, it exploded, throwing a wad of rotten
tissue against his lips. Vomit rose, and he choked horribly, certain that it
was over, but after a few moments of flaming lungs and long rasps, he was
still alive.
A
staring eyeball poked out of the mud in front of him, and a heavy weight was
pressing on his stomach. More swamp gas rose. As the eyeball continued to
stare, the pressure rose up to his chest, and then he was rising slowly,
propelled by the gas. He floated to his hips, his arms came free, and he
grinned hopefully.
Then
another object rose in front of him, and he tried to hold it down in case it
was something foul. He failed, and it continued to rise until ooze flowed
off it, revealing it to be the dead little boy.
“Why
can't you stay buried, you rotten kid!” he shouted, shaking the corpse
violently. Then he saw the tree moving and knew the slide was loose again.
The oak tree slipped over the wall, and the boy's corpse pressed against him
as the slide sloped forward. Reg had the corpse by the shoulders, and it was
jabbing at him with stiff limbs as he tried to shove it away. He continued
struggling with it as the slide took him down the bluff wall and on down to
the bottom of the lake.
Reg
managed to hold his breath as he went under, and he saw air bubbles and the
boy's corpse floating in the cloudy water above. He pumped his legs, trying
to speed the melting of the mud at his feet, then waves of blindness hit
him, and he was rising. His lungs were a balloon about to burst. He expected
to see his life pass before him, but instead he saw that old self-image
again, himself as a corpse. This time he was swollen and splitting to slime
in the algae at the shore. And this time it was the kids who were alive,
dancing and skipping on the rocks as they poked him with sticks of
driftwood.
---The
End---